IT IS OKAY

"The greater the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it."
Moliere

It is okay for your beginning to be rough. That shouldn't bug you. What is important is seeing ahead. know that what happened yesterday is history. What is important is today. How you make use of today determines your tomorrow. The end they say justifies the means. It is not the athlete that starts the race that wins gold but the one that endures finish well. You too can finish well. 
A quote by Sun Tzu says; "Convince your enemy that he will gain very little by attacking you; this will diminish his enthusiasm." By convincing your enemy, you have to believe greatly in yourself and focus on how to get over your difficulties. Don't ever let it weigh you down. You have to think and feel constantly that you are way above any negative situation.
Your joy, success, personality, improvement, relationship and in general your whole total well being are ways more important than any worry. You are stronger than that. You can say to yourself, "I am more than my worries, I can overcome and I believe in my capability. "
Jo Franz says; "Take a limitation and turn it into an opportunity. Take an opportunity and turn it into an adventure by dreaming big." Make the best out of every given situation. They are not there for nothing. They are there to challenge you and see how well you can come off it. Life can't be all easy without difficulties. Difficulties strengthen your mind and your will to survive.
Things may be tough for you, hold on to what God has said, " When men are cast down there shall be lifting up" Job 22:29. Understand that God is working in your situation. A Bible verse to hold unto is what was said in Romans 8:28, " for we know that all things work together for good to them that love the lord and are called according to his purpose. " God is in the business of converting what is unpleasant to pleasant. He converts sorrow to joy. He converts misfortune to fortune.  
Roger Crawford says; "Being challenged in life is inevitable, being defeated is optional." What you choose to obtain from any situation is optional. You are to decide on what outcome to get. When your beginning is rough it only means you have a story to tell, a very inspiring one. God bless..